I have this habit.
I tend to drive myself away from things that i think i might be addicted to.
That explains how I was trying not to use Blackberry phone until the time i lost my android phone.
Same thing happens to people.
The closer I am to that person, I start to expect something.
Once I realize those expectations of mine, I will keep the feeling for myself.
Thousand words come from the mind to the heart "just don't care much, just don't care much."
Next, I will try to find a reason why that person is not worth my expectation.
I am so sorry about this, but seriously I never find a reason why they don't need my cares.
I love all people I am being friend with, having a relationship with, loving the same stuffs.
Some people think I am cool.
But deep down inside my heart, I am just so afraid of being hurt.
I can never let my heart being broken, but whenever i said this it has been broken a little. :'(
