tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91650104895821785612012-01-02T15:36:40.559+08:00i meet you, i know you, i cheer you, i leave you, i hurt you, i smile to you, i cry over you, i preserve every up and down events of my life, here.Juliana Endanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13741900112479815968noreply@blogger.comBlogger461100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9165010489582178561.post-43360878476708412282012-01-02T15:21:00.004+08:002012-01-02T15:36:40.572+08:00

Howdy everybody! HAPPY TWO ZERO ONE TWO!I just have a feeling this year is gonna be awesome with:- a lovely roommate- sweet boyfriend- final semester- graduationKinda afraid of drastic changes specially in relationship wise for us might be separated by long distance. *sadIn 2011,So, in 2012 I hope I can live my life at the fullest by:AGAIN, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!

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I'm this kind of person who tend to back off people I care about so much.They might think I don't need them but actually deep down I'm just afraid of heart breaking moment of disappoinment.All simply because I always expect something I gave come back to me.That's why I can never be good in any gf-bf relationship.I'm usually a frank talker, but if its about sensitive feelings I tend to keep it for

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I turned out liking you a lot more than I originally planned.That's why even a tiny bitty matter hurts me thousand times from it should be.Cried but I guess you won't know,Wanted to tell how is the feeling but afraid you won't care.I don't even know since when I am being this sensitive.And I hate my-now-self.My old self wouldn't take things hard and heavy.Hey, is it because I've been staying home

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Currently need party. Please invite me!Not really feeling bored, I just feel like wearing something nice and frankly trying to find a reason to wear my high heels. :P

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Him: Screw you!Me: You are mean! :(Him: After you finish insulting me you said i am mean?Me: *innocent face*

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My bestie is coming to town. yay!I'm happy because eventhough i won't be able to accompany her since I'm working now but she is staying at my place so i can do the girls talk all night longgg.. :Pso, ciao! i gotta take a shower now! :D

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Heylo guys, did I ever mention that my semester ended this early november?It is so, but I'm currently doing my internship so I'm not so free either.Still have 2 submissions this end of month that I haven't started yet.Weekends are so precious since working, you choose yourself what to do. Shopping, bowling, theme park, or just stay at home resting both mine and body? Its all yours.. :)But the sad

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As time passes by, i am giving so much trust for him to take care of my heart.I'm just hoping he'll never break it. :)

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So final exam was just ended today and i am so bored at this time (read 2.36am).i seriously have no mood to start my design and just can't get myself go to sleep.played some geek games and still nothing can cure this boredom.so gotta watch my boring korean drama to drive myself into bed.I wish there's starbucks that opens 24 hours downstairs. :(

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My current said "I can't say anything, I ain't perfect". At least he doesn't lie for this. =)When you like someone, you won't get tired looking at him/her all day. You will feel excited to follow even the smallest expression changes. Yes, i do feel this way. ♥And hey! It is monday, hope u guys have a great week ahead! :)

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Less expectations; Less disappoinment I've been saying this for like millions and never once i get tired of it.One of the principal in my life, never let yourself dig a hole too deep because at least your sanity keep u from gaining maximum hurt when you fall inside one day.My complain of the day: Why is it when you are a good one, troublesome people are around you. Should I be the bad one and the

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Just came back from musical student's concert at UCSI recital hall.One of my best friend was giving an awesome performance tonight. so proud of her. :D :Dbut on the way back home, boyfriend did send me to the gate of my condo and i did walk with my bestfriends until we were separated half way because we stay at different block.The scary part is here where there's a guy giving a molesting look

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Semuanya akan indah pada waktunyaI am getting so hyper these 2 days.I finally got a job for internship as i wanted.Being accepted in 3 of the top 5 architect firms in Indonesia which is actually so good! but the thing is that i really don't feel like going back to Indonesia this year.I finally enjoy KL so much this semester and thinking about graduation next year makes a harder way to let go this

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We had a great chat tonight where again he raised up my mood. =)I miss you ma baby!gotta kill these assignments before due date until i can meet u for a hug. ♥

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I have this habit.I tend to drive myself away from things that i think i might be addicted to.That explains how I was trying not to use Blackberry phone until the time i lost my android phone.Same thing happens to people.The closer I am to that person, I start to expect something.Once I realize those expectations of mine, I will keep the feeling for myself.Thousand words come from the mind to the

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Do you guys remember about friendster? the used-to-be famous one before myspace and facebook.I used to play this kind of random QA games and i kinda miss it. :Phere we go again!1. Name: Juliana 2. Nickname: juen, natsu3. Zodiac Sign: leo4. Male or Female: female.5. Elementary School: Sultan Agung6. High School: sutomo 1 ♥7. College: UCSI University8. Hair color: currently, burgundy9. Tall or

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I'm always so thankful to God and Buddha who bless me so much with giving me these people in my life!I skipped one of my last lecture for this sem yesterday and chose to hang with bf and close friends.Doesn't really did much shopping because of the limited time we have in between lunch and movie time, but it was FUN FUN FUN!After so long, finally i have this kind of stress releasing. PHEW~ :D :DI

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When i see a facebook update of used-to-be-bestfriend-of-mine, it tempts me to either comments or write on the wall.I never remember what happened between us, it just we suddenly stopped talking.But, I have no courage right now. I know it is not gonna be the same thing anymore which frighten me more.Maybe not now, someday will do.P.S: This is silly. People shouldn't delay anything, but I just

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Please don't get things wrong!I always love dresses and wedding pictures.And while browsing, I found this soobest link and I fall in love with their products!!!!! Specially I am so into this Enchanting Sweetheart Ball Gown Applique Beaded Waistband Train Pleated Satin Bridal Wedding Dresslovely! ♥

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A Leo will be the best friend, but when mad, they attack. Usually, their words cut to the core and hurt worse than any physical blow.That's mine for today and I guess this is the nearest one compared to the other readings.

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I always have this problem to convert what is in my thought to a verbal language.Eventhough I always tell people that What they said will never affect me, but somehow I am afraid the way I explain things can get them misunderstood.See? I don't even know what kind of a person I am.I can't read my own mind, so how can others do?That's why;

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Yeah, I am so broke these days.Wonder why I am still laughing even though my life is in emergency?Simply just because there are a lot of people care about me.Thanks God for all His kindness to let these lovely people stay on my side.*love~

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Trying to catch everything in front, but i think i ran too fast that i miss out lots of things behind.Architecture life, oh, what again besides assignments.Submissions are all in the same week and i am dying, feeling the super stress of my own schedule.I wish I can watch 'Abduction' this weekend, but seems like it wont come true unless i can get everything done before tomorrow which is so

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Seriously i never thought myself is a romantic one.Romance is for people who life in either past or future.My new shout-out is "present".I always wanted to live in present, because we can really turn it to a present for ourselves; depends on how we treat the moments. =)Believe in everything happens for reasons, eventhough i sometimes can't even figure out the answer for some 'why' in my life.Que

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Him: "i know you are so into me."Me: "hey hey hey, who's actually into who?" :pHim: "hmm.. okay, i think you are into me and you may think i am into you too. So, everybody is happy now"

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Being addicted to a gadget is much less suffering than being addicted to a man. *sigh*

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Love is a form of amnesia when a girl forgets there are 1.2 billion other boys in the world.

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M: I went to gym. Just need to feel a 'lil bit healthier.X: But why you still eat a lot then?M: That's why i went to gym. To burn more space for food. :)X: .....

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Its funny how you expect they come together but at most of the time it doesn't work that way. I don't know if i can say the ex-boyfriends are childish. Both tried to delete me from their life. I understand that they just wanna make a change, but it just seems like they are running away from the fact. What happen on me is the other way round which i keep them as my great memories I've ever had.

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I extremely hate goodbyes. Even though the one who's gone is so annoying, if i care about that person i still can feel the sadness and emptiness. Sigh, i am being so emo whenever i am getting just alone. Some people said i am a loner. Well, i am one sometimes. But most of the time i prefer to be with my friends. Hanging out, movies, shopping, dinner; they are all simple and sounds not so

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Boy: There`s something wrong with my phone. Girl: What`s wrong with it? Boy: It doesn`t have your phone number.

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People forget, people change. Even how far u go, I hope our relationship won't change. ♥ P.S: I think i won't have anymore love-relationships, just because i love just everyone. Perhaps, until somebody can accept me completely just as me.. =)

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X: The things i miss from home are foods and cousins. M: Wow, how about parents? X: I miss them only when i need money. Lol, nice one dude! :P

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yeah, i am still studying and not being able to earn my money at this moment. But try to have money issues with me and let's see how i control u with my money once i have it. Don't try to argue, unless you found a reason why we shouldn't disrespect these dumb asses.

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Hell, i am tired. Its time to move on, i am not giving any damn. The thing is that i want myself back more than i want you. So, please move on because somebody behind might kick ur ass for walking too slow. P.S: You know nothing can change my mind right now and the heart had stopped beating for you. Instead of trying the useless things, why don't you try to live ur own life itself? P.P.S: Human

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Have no time to update my life stories recently. I am doing physically fine, but mentally getting bored with life. Guess i need some big changes soon. BBU guys! :*

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oo-oh-oo-oh-oo-ohhh Na Na Na Na Na (x2) Hear me out… This is my king’s speech, I’m nowhere near the end, If I s-stutter… Sorry I ain’t heaven’s sent, I messed my life up, yeah I’ve been down, I’m a changed man now… Chris Brown, Ya know I feel your pain ‘cos I done been through it, I’m Kurt Cobain but I just couldn’t do it, No point in turning back, just to hit rewind, Back To The Future.. Ma

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Tell me why i don't really feel anything at this fight,No tears, no sadness, just a little resentful.Mama said do what my heart think is right,Papa said keep moving forward without looking backward,My heart used to work first but now it's losing interest in these things.I did say people who are in love are silly,I still think this way,I was in love, I was a silly one, but never a second i

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So, officially i am 21 since 27.07.11..Celebration was awesome! Blowing a candle on top of my fav tiramisu cake, making a wish, friends are around, and delicious dinner. This may sound silly simple but everything is touching. I love all the greetings and presents received.. ♥People said, by 21st you will enter a different word from before. Keys will be given for you to choose which door you want

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Dear Smokers,Please get a plastic bag and cover yourself whenever you want to start smoking to enable you to enjoy the smoke 100% by yourself.I don't want any percentage of it nor do my friends who don't smoke.Don't kill me if you want to kill yourself.Regards, Non-smokers.

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collaboration studio of UCSI (Malaysia) + CYCU (Taiwan) studentsMy awesome groupSecond week of new sem and I feel great!Design groupwork was good and others are going okay. :)YEAH! to my last sem break

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Having a fight is a fundamental issue in every relationship. I respect the time when people forgive their partners no matter whose-ever fault it is. The moment when we are in the fight, we might have a high temperature emotion. But once we get over it, we explain, we forgive, we smile, we make up. In a fight, the biggest act is acceptation and the greatest earning is understanding.There are 2

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X: hey, do you love water?Y: yeah, why?X: great, means you have loved 72% of me :)

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Hello late monday, I am quite happy today. And guess what? My long distance relationship has reached the age of one and half years old since 12 December 2009. Happy anniversary, dear. Our path is still long and i hope we can reach the end together. Every fight means to bond us tighter, understand more on each other. Just never forget but learn from it. May faith brings better to us. :)For my

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I just formatted my previous blog with a promise for more honest and mature posts this time. =)So, please give me a chance to intro myself:- JuEn- Indonesian- born on July, the beginning of nineties- interested in books with lots of pictures in it- loves eating, shopping, traveling and reading- currently taking Architecture in major- was trained to be perfectionist in taken major- putting freedom

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